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What Up, It's Blue

i'm several aliens in a trench coat, and most of them are bastards

add me on discord at technoxenoholic#9707

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i also have accounts by the same name on other websites as well as in certain games, but many of those are not sites i use with any regularity nor which i need to present here for identifying purposes.
if you'd like to confirm whether or not the technoxenoholic you found someplace is actually me, feel free reach out at any of my accounts linked here except for ao3.

you must be a signed-in member of ao3 to access my content there.
i am not currently uploading content to ao3, in protest of their policies on child exploitation.i maintain my existing account on ao3 primarily to prevent impersonation, and not out of any faith in the ao3 staff's likelihood to enact better content policies.

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About Me

Names

blue, x
i also answer to various other kin names

Pronouns

xey/xem, they/them, and a secret third thing
(genderless he/him is fine if you can't use any of those for safety reasons)

Age

28 (birthday august 6th, 1996)

ID

queer, quoi, aroace, nonbinary, transgender, xenogender, polyamorous
autistic, adhd, npd/aspd, anxiety/ocd???, singlet, emotional abuse survivor
physically and invisibly disabled
genuinely nonhuman otherkin (i do not kin for fun)
zero-empathy, bleeding heart
antifascist
i'm white and doing my best to be anti-racist with the few resources i have.

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Heads Up!

due to past trauma and abuse and my own needs for recovery, i have had to enact a zero-tolerance policy on people purposefully trying to cause me harm. i am not very forgiving of people who accidentally cause me harm but refuse to stop when confronted about it, either. i block very liberally.i will not be gentle when confronting someone who has caused me harm. if i confront you at all, i will be firm about it. i will do my level best to be polite, but i am not a soft trauma survivor and i will not pretend to be.tone is not easy for me at the best of times, let alone when i'm currently suffering from a panic attack or other trauma episode. just because i'm brusque with you doesn't mean i'm being passive-aggressive. if i am being aggressive, it will not be passively.with that said, unless i am in actual danger, i make a conscious point to never lie, guilt-trip, or otherwise manipulate people. i speak directly. unless otherwise indicated, take my words at face value.

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BYF/DNI

do not interact with me if you have the same name as me. i will block you on sight for sharing any one of my primary names (currently "blue" or "x").

Don't Be Evil

✪ i block zionists
✪ i block nazis and alt-righters
✪ i block racists and antisemites
✪ i block transphobes, including terfs, transmeds, and trans infighters
✪ i block exclusionists
✪ i block queerphobes, including radqueers
✪ i block ableists
✪ i block pedophiles and anyone else who sexualizes children
✪ i block "pro-shippers"
✪ i block abuse apologists
✪ i block "thinspo"/eating disorder blogs. if your blog has an ed cw on it, i'm blocking
✪ i block people who actively do not support endogenic systems
✪ i block anyone who participates in suicide baiting and/or sends death threats
✪ i block anyone who uses or supports the use of generative a.i., including people who use it "for fun" or "for shits and giggles"
✪ in general, i block people whose behavior strikes me as harmful and who refuse to be considerate of others.
✪ i also block anyone who supports popular creators who have an ongoing pattern of harmful behavior and/or have not properly apologized for past wrongs, and those who publicly promote their works.
✪ and finally, i block people who simply annoy me!

Don't Be Weird About Kinfolk

✪ i block people who make fun of otherkin. i am otherkin.
✪ i block people who equate kinning with "stanning"
✪ i block people who kin "for fun"
✪ i do not interact with factkin, and may block (for my own comfort)
✪ i block anyone who self-ships with my kintypes in a straight or misgendering way
✪ i do not interact with people who misgender my kins

i don't have the spoons to perfectly school the way that i talk about my experience of being kin into a fashion that is "acceptable" to people who assume things like 'using kin as a verb means you kin for fun'. sometimes i am simply autistic and using the best or only words at my disposal in the moment.

Don't Make Me Share Space With People Who Have Hurt Me & My Loved Ones

✪ i will block you if you associate with tumblr users hubschraubers (ray), pastelgrungewrecker (bex), criminarchy, frtmx/volgin (dave), "steak", or any of their friends. this also applies if you follow them on other websites.
✪ i will block you if you associate with jolt/crystaloregarden.
(i knew all of these people in the transformers fandom, but i am not aware of what other fandoms they may be in, nor any other names/usernames they may have taken on. i do update this page when given such information by others, but i don't check myself.)

NSFW Additions

✪ i will block people who are participating in a 24/7 bdsm relationship which they display publicly and do not tag for blacklisting
✪ i will block any and all minors engaging in nsfw spaces (this includes "non-sexual" kink blogs)
✪ i will block any and all adults who encourage minors to participate in nsfw spaces
✪ i will block anyone who posts untagged nsfw content (on a small number of sites, marking your entire account as nsfw will suffice)
✪ i will block any kink or fetish blog that follows my all-ages accounts. if you want to follow me, do so from a sfw account
✪ the previous point does not apply to my nsfw accounts, obviously, but i reserve the right to block fetish accounts for content i don't like

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Blacklist

please tag my blacklist items simply and clearly, without adding extra things to your tags. for example: tag "eye trauma", not "eye trauma tw /////"if you're not sure how else to tag something, my catch-all tags are "blue don't look" (with or without the apostrophe) and "nsfb".

Absolutely Critical; I Can't Interact With You If You Don't Tag These Things

✪ christmas. this includes imagery, discussion, etc.
✪ images and posts containing the words "hewwo", "kinnie", and "alot" spelled as one word. please tag these words as "nsfb", not as the word itself. yes, these words legitimately trigger me; i use a word-replacer extension, but it is unfortunately not very reliable.
✪ traumatic injury to eyes, hands, wings, tails, or mouths
✪ imagery of needles puncturing skin or membrane, including tattoo needles and injections
✪ "crying cat" memes, unnatural-looking photoshopped cat images, and memes such as "cat no like banana" and the picture of a cat being force-fed spaghetti

Not Vital, But Still Pretty Important

✪ common triggers (for example, rape and pedophilia)
✪ discussion of pregnancy
✪ graphic depictions of dentistry procedures
✪ audio/video with very high-pitched sounds, especially violins
✪ visuals from the live-action transformers movies
✪ idol games, especially love live, and similar media
✪ java sparrows (also known as "buncho")
✪ living things (animals, plants, fungi, et cetera) which are covered in small bumps, or anything that looks like something living and covered in bumps (like sculptures)

Not Super Important, But I Would Appreciate It A Lot If You Tag These

✪ anything implying/stating that mortality/death is inevitable
✪ the following transformers ships: shockwave/blurr, megatron/shockwave, megatron/overlord, overlord/trepan, sunstreaker/sideswipe, megatron/starscream, megatron/optimus
✪ the following dragon ball ships: frieza/vegeta, frieza/cell, piccolo/gohan, and any cross-generational ship (for example: vegeta/gohan, goku/bulla...)
✪ the game detroit: become human
✪ cissexism (the assumption that all people are cis or that cis people are the "default"), including menstruation being equated to womanhood/femininity
✪ rabies (jokes especially)
✪ any of my kintypes being referred to in feminine ways such as "wife", "lady", or "girl", even as a meme. sunstreaker, overlord, and certain shockwave personas are exceptions, as is frieza in extremely specific contexts (please approach with a "better safe than sorry" strategy if i haven't discussed this with you)
✪ slime. sincerely, fuck slime
✪ literally any "female reader", "human reader", or "saiyan reader" content. i'm so tired

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The Aliens in the Trench Coat

just because a character is listed here does not mean i condone their actions in canon. this is information i choose to present for the sake of transparency.once again, i do not kin for fun; these are all me in a literal sense. (i do like talking about my kin memories, if you're curious!)each character's name links to their kin tag on my tumblr.

a star symbol ✪ marks kintypes from a personal transformers continuity.
a musical note ♪ marks kintypes which i consider to be significantly canon-divergent.additional things i resonate with in a kin way: vampirism, the fae, music, and cybernetics.
i generally do not connect with humanity at all and identify as definitively nonhuman.i am a non-therian otherkin. i do not relate to therian-specific experiences.

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